Unable to sleep lying awake.
Jumbled thoughts an endless quake.
Churning and broiling a tangled thread.
Events relieved over and over again.
Pondering and fretting the last words that were said.
An endless loop wondering what would be.
Had I only said this and not that, do you see?
Learning the hard way it's easier to leave things unsaid
Than recapture them once they've already fled.
Hurting you in a careless moment I sincerely regret.
Thoughts of your pain making me fret.
Desperately trying to make my amends.
Asking forgiveness and absolution again.
Finding too late some things can Never be unsaid.
written by me on 1-12-2012