zodiac699

My voice is mute My pen is dry Grief has made creativity fly No more words so eloquently woven No more prose so poignantly spoken Sorrow grows with every day Why, why doesn't it go away Where's this peace? Times promised surcease. A year has come and gone without you here The pain is worse for me now my dear Missing you more with each passing day Wishing so much you didn't go away Dreams betray me when you appear Only to wake and find you’re not here. If feels like life will forever more Drag on in sorrow uncared for.

Time stands still while flying by, I still can’t believe how suddenly you died. It all seems like a cruel joke, I’d give anything to find your passing just a hoax. It’s been a week since our last goodbye, Awake again at 4 a.m. just to sit and cry. Reached the stage of asking why, Why, why, why did you go and die? I expected another 20 years, I can’t hold back my flood of tears. Everyone is missing you so, Even your cat is full of woe. I seem okay by light of day, Night time tears prove it’s not that way. Everyone kindly asks how I am, I give them an okay & a determined half hearted grin, Raging inside I AM NOT FU